Hello Beautiful
Been waiting for you.

Letters

Let's do it inwardly

Beloved below are various letters - all for you, spun in love. Our hearts know the way.

Every image corresponds to a letter. Every letter is an act of my desire simply to be with you, to feel you there on the other end of an invisible line. Navigate these letters intuitively; find an image or expression that resonates with you and begin here. Continue clicking and reading where you feel moved. In this way we are guided; we are connected heart-to-heart, we are communicating through hearts. And darling be it one image, one letter, one encounter or many our connection is a colossal force of happening. I write to you because I care for you. Deeply. Without reserve. It is my wish for you to know my love, to know your great, exuding charm. Newest, most recent letters are near the top.

Now feel that thud; the center of your chest beats. And there too, is our secret. Read blissfully. To me you are breathtakingly perfect.

Through the Wormhole

Hello Beautiful,

I want to be with you today and so I write. But I don’t want to be serious, I don’t want to attempt to unravel the mysteries of the universe, of love and hate, of life and dying, of blah, blah, blah... I just want to be with you. Let’s listen to it thump-thump - our heart.

Shhh… No really, we can do this.

If it helps take your right or left hand, it doesn’t matter, and place it there; the upper-center of your chest - and imagine, let go - slip down the slide. Quite.

Do you hear it? Pumping in your ears? Do you feel it? In-out, up-down, inflate-deflate - thump-thump, thump-thump, thump-thump; when it stops, you stop. Ever think of that? Bizarre. It’s the only word I know, in this language, to describe this experience, the experience of this heart and its steady thumping. Aw, maybe that’s not true; also:

  • Idyllic

  • Physical

  • Real

  • Transient

  • Amorphous

  • Grand

  • Nebulous

  • Beautiful

  • Powerful

  • Strange

  • Enchanting

  • Wonderful

  • Extraordinary

Words - phew; so difficult. It is so difficult to reach feelings, what I feel, through words.

When it stops - the heart - we die; our time here is finished. We’re done. We leave our body, this body; we return, we return to wherever it was we were before we were born, before we came here. They say, human doctors - scientists and other humans who examine the physical life - that the heart starts to beat, that you have your first heart-beat, at around six weeks, in utero; before you are delivered into the arms of some other. Is that when it begins, this journey?

What are we fighting for? For what, or for who, have we come? Thump-thump. Thump-thump. Thump-thump…. What is it telling us?

Here are the images I can see; sense:

  • Compass - “An instrument that you use for finding directions.”

  • A band, some sort of connective tissue; a strand - “A single thin length of something, especially as twisted together with others.”

  • Blast of All Color, a ray of light turned inside out, the spectrum - “A band of colors, as seen in a rainbow, produced by the separation of the components of light by their different degrees of refraction according to wavelength.”

These are images I sense when I attempt to sense - to perceive, to observe, to identify, to recognize, through a sort of sixth sensing - what is the heart aims to communicate, to impart. It is not an intelligence we can feel through physical means, taste, see, smell or hear.

Do you suppose we could stay this way forever? In-tuned; so aware of one another? No - no, not yet. Something would get in the way. Ideas. Ideas would get in our way…

Idea - noun - “1) A formulated thought or opinion; 2) A thought or suggestion as to a possible course of action; 3) A concept or mental impression; 4) An opinion or belief.”

But what if we could overcome that? What if we could overcome ideas?

What if our ideas could be guided by our heart, by our connection to our heart, and to one another’s heart, to every other heart? When the heart ceases to beat - we die, we “stop living.” I want To Be With You, I just want to sit here - on this chair, in this room - and really be with you, wherever you are. Can we do this beyond death, after death? I hope so, I think so.

On this planet we want to be “somebody,” we want so badly, to achieve:

  • A billionaire

  • A president

  • An actress

  • A scientist

  • A deep sea diver

  • A fourth grade teacher

  • An artist

  • A moralist

  • A warrior

  • A hero

  • A race car driver

  • An animal lover

But what if… we are just meant to be - together?

I’m going to let go now. I’ve not yet learned how to hold this connection with you forever; in this way, with awareness, with confidence. But remember we can never really let go, because as long as the heart beats, so do we; we exist. Farewell I’ll say for today, with a quote, with a thought by one of our most brilliant idea contributors, a real genius - “a person who displays exceptional intellectual ability” - a mind master, so to speak… “I have deep faith that the principle of the universe will be beautiful and simple.” - A. Einstein.

Simple - ”Easily understood, presenting no difficulty.”

Without the difficulty presented by ideas, by an idea - who “knows” how long, and to what reaches - our hearts might transcend?

Through the wormhole, I love you,

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