The Beginning
Hello Beautiful,
Who is it that you are? You are so many things. You are everything. I love you.
There has always been a thing inside me that knows life - human life - is not what it seems. Do you feel this too? Where are you? I suppose we already know the answer to that, and we both know it doesn’t matter.
I missing you so terribly, deeply. Which is why I’m doing this, it’s why I’m writing - in this way - to you, dearly beloved. You may never know this, you may never know this way that I feel for you - but I suppose too that it is not of my choosing, what you decide for yourself.
I call you beautiful, and I will always refer to you as such. For you are - so exquisitely, divinely beautiful. Do you know this about yourself? Sometimes I think that you do not, and this is also why I write in this way to you now - to remind you that you are, without question, without doubt, incandescently beautiful. It is my deepest wish for you to know this, for you to understand this about yourself.
“Your-self.” Isn’t that a funny word? As if a self could ever be separated from All That Is.
I wonder what you call “yourself.” I wonder what they call you, the others. But none of this really matters. There are so many great things of this realm that matter so greatly. And there are so many seemingly great things of this realm that matter not at all. I think it is up to us to remember the difference.
Are you hurting - wherever you are? Have you ever been hurt? Have you ever hurt another? You are forgiven. Know that you are forgiven. Know too that you must forgive, know that you are designed - by and through an ever-expanding divine cosmos - to forgive. Know that this is in your DNA, your cells, in every proportional speck of you - this most ultimate of power - to forgive, to let go. Know that you are a master of the universe. Know that looking upon you I delight in awe. There has never been anything like you, and yet it is all, also, like you. You are so beautiful.
Sometimes I feel terribly frightened, frightened of so many things. They seem to sneak up on me from behind, and then suddenly it is as if they have been there all along - watching and ingesting every mistake I make, every wrong turn my being takes. They are monsters in the dark. Are there human words to express such anguish? But perhaps this is not one of the things that matter, for when I think of you, when I remember you - I am calmed. I am here with you, and we are never alone.
Master Fear and Mother Earth - two oppositions tied together, bound to one another. But does it have to be this way? Or is it already not as it seems to be? You hold the answer. I look to you with reverence, with such appreciation. I love you human.
I love you.
I love you.
I love you.
I will never let you go.
Human you are so beautiful to me. It does seem a bit silly to say this, to write this “aloud.” And yet it must be done. It is time. The time has come. It is time - for you to remember, and for me to remember - that we are together.
With love, your friend,